Mumbai Here I Come

I can't believe I leave tomorrow! My head has been filled with so many mixed emotions this past week I feel like I'm going crazy. There are defiantly some perks to this trip, I'm staying in a 5 star hotel and get to lay by the pool for most of the day. No getting up to a crying baby in the middle of the night, no dirty nappies and eating meals at a table slowly instead of leaning over the kitchen scoffing down food while a baby is tugging at my shorts screaming his head off. Yes that will all be bliss but the down side is I am going to miss both my boys like crazy. I'm not normally the emotional crying type but tears well up in my eyes every time I think about going away, I hate to think what I'm going to be like tomorrow morning when I actually have to say goodbye....
I'm a worry wort so my list of worries are long and of course most of them are stupid things like "Will the taxi driver get lost going to the clinic and will I be left stranded in the middle of nowhere in the back streets of Mumbai" Will the taxi driver really get lost? Yes.... Will I be left stranded in the middle of nowhere? probably not. It's crazy how your mind thinks when your under stress....
I may not be mentally ready for this trip but everything else is ready. I've stocked Mum up with everything she needs for Lawson for the next couple of weeks, the house is clean, meals are cooked and in the freezer for Cam and my suitcase is packed. All that is left to do now is to spend some quality time with Lawson. I thought I might take him somewhere nice today, we might head to a local park and feed the ducks and have a picnic lunch seeing as it's a beautiful day today.
Mumbai here I come!